Chapter 4
In
the
relative
"safety" of her apartment, taking careful stock of all sights
and sounds, she finally pulled the note Robbie had given her from her
sleeve.
It was a couple of those yellow sticky notes, folded messily, with
large
but not overly unclear lettering. "If you can get to a phone,
call me. Any time." His home phone number was written
clearly
and boldly right afterward. Whether she'd be able to get to a
phone
without being spied upon, however...
She
shook
the thought off, reading on. "I drive a candy apple red
1994 Subaru. I also hope you don't know much about cars. As
soon as I find out where you live, I'm going to drive around. I
hope
you'll see me. And I hope you gave me times that I can hang
around
so you can climb in. So pack light."
All
of
a sudden... she bit her trembling lip and tried to hold in the tears
that were already starting to trace her cheeks. This wasn't... real,
was
it?
All her life she'd heard tales of human compassion and
kindness...
How could she not, considering what she was--but they'd never held
true.
Not once. Jesus had been a psychotic, teasing bastard as far as
she'd
been concerned... and she still thought so, to a point. But could
it be possible... if even in the least way it could be true... that
someone
might be willing to get her away from the... horror...
She
let
the absolutely unknown emotions flood her for a moment, more
curious
about them than frightened. It could only last another moment,
anyway;
she couldn't allow herself to be seen crying. She knew the spy
schedule
by heart, how many cars passed at what times, who walked up and down
the
hallways, when the groceries would be dropped off... As slight as
the possibility might be of anyone actually discovering her in this
state
of new emotion... she couldn't take the chance. Not now.
Eyes
dried
carefully, she walked to the window and looked out. It was
something she did, often. Wondering. It was easier than
actually
taking to exploring all of the sights in front of her--no one followed
her when she stayed inside. She could sit back and watch them as
they watched her... and could hate them all she wanted.
She
didn't
sleep. Not that she actually needed to do so often, but
she'd
gotten into the habit of doing so each night. The darkness was
beautiful...
but she could never see the stars in the city. Without the stars,
as far as she was concerned, there was no reason to live for the night.
She
kept watching out the window. A red car... a red...
"Subaru"...
She thought she remembered car commercials. As for the year,
she'd
probably seen one at some point in her life. Whether or not she
would
know it when she saw it, though...
And
then a cold jolt of energy ran through the back of her neck. She
made a conscious effort not to let the look of surprise and hope come
through
on her face, just in case one of the usual drive-by spies was
late.
Sure enough, she caught the rear of the last car for the hour as it
passed.
She
couldn't swallow. She just couldn't believe... But there
was
a slightly less than sturdy-looking Subaru (she read the word on the
car
itself twice, to be sure) across the street, parked in front of a
banking
machine. Her heart leapt into her throat as she saw, without a
doubt,
the stature of Dr. Ward get out and go through an electronic
transaction.
He'd read her note. He'd come at the soonest possible
opportunity.
Her
body stood from the table long before she'd even thought about doing
such
a thing--she had to hold herself back. Was it safe? Of
course
it should be safe... it should be... It was the dark
middle
of the night when everything was dead... save the hookers, save the
people
getting money, save the McDonald's down the road... There was
traffic,
but not a lot of it.
She
stared out the window, wondering. The "what if" cycle of thought
started; but she couldn't let it overtake her. She knew the
odds.
She was still worried... still scared... didn't want to know what might
happen if she were caught trying to escape. And she certainly
didn't
want to think about what might be done to Robbie...
This
was her chance. She knew, that this was her chance.
Yes,
it
was possible that if she remained inside this time, he would be
back. But she couldn't stay still. She couldn't stay there.
She
threw her shoes on the sofa so that they wouldn't thud on the floor,
making
her socked feet more silent on the way down the stairs. There
could
be no more waiting. She opened her door, oiled as it usually was
when she tried to go out for something more interesting than staying
inside
and watching television. Locking it from the inside, she shut it
so perfectly, so quietly... and everything else was a blur of soft
breathing,
forced slowness to her heartbeat, and moving in the shadows. Only
three stories. Only three. Six sets of stairs, all
empty.
All silent.
Adrenaline
surged--but she kept it barely under her control. Two sets of
stairs
remained; or, at least, they had. Maybe she'd leapt down one,
there
was really no way to tell. Little though it mattered. The
lobby
being nearly nonexistent and never properly watched (there was one
thing in her favor), she darted out the door in a blur.
Outside,
she scanned both sides of the street with quick but careful eyes, then
the apartment complex behind her. No one was against the windows,
no one looking out. She went over how all of the familiar cars
had
already made their passes for that time of night, making sure, making
certain...
and then she saw his eyes on her. Calmly, patiently, he was
placing
money in his wallet and starting to walk back to his car.
No
time to lose, no traffic... she darted across the street in total
silence,
not daring to look back. It was too late now, anyway.
Looking
back was wasting time.
He
didn't even bother with a greeting--the moment her door closed, he
drove
off.
There
was
no conversation until they were completely out of city, about an
hour
later. Even if there had been something to talk about... they
were
both breathless. Too much going through their heads... too much
riding
on the speed and care of his driving, and of her knowledge of who
watched
her and when. So much to lose...
When
the
tall buildings were finally behind them, Robbie couldn't really
stand
the silence any longer. Regardless of the seriousness of the
situation...
he was just too excited. Adrenaline rushes like that only existed
in haunted houses and roller coaster. "Want some Chinese?"
She
tilted
her head with the question, not entirely understanding.
The
connotations were rather racist to say the leas--ah.
Cuisine.
"Is it good?"
His
glance
bordered on horrified. "You've never had it?"
"No."
It
wasn't that she hadn't wanted to... but perhaps that was not quite
the
tone of conversation he'd wanted. "Never had much of a chance."
Well,
that
was something new. "Mind if I order for you?"
"Not
at
all." On one hand, the strange situation she found herself in
was bordering on uncomfortable merely because of the fact that they
were
"on the run", as it were. But in another sense... it was...
extremely
nice. Wonderful. Comforting, even. "Where are we
going?"
Not that she was worried, merely curious.
"A
real
fancy hotel not too far away." He answered with a hint of
pride.
"With someone else's credit card and I.D."
She
let
a satisfied look cross her features. The details were not
important--though
it was nice to know that there was actually something of a plan, of
course.
"With Chinese food?"
"Oh,
no."
He corrected, turning off of the highway. "We have to
stop at a real, cheap restaurant to get the good stuff."
She
stared
out the window for a long time. Lights going by... a dark
sky... and the very dimmest beginnings of stars.
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