Chapter 6
He
woke
up
with the sun in his eyes. Never his favorite way to wake
up, really... but that time was a little bit different. He took a
deep breath of the morning air, curling up a little closer--in a purely
platonic way. He'd asked, the night before, if she'd wanted to
sleep
under the stars. She had responded that she thought people only
spoke
of doing that... but he was quite glad to prove her wrong. His
jacket
had been big enough for a blanket, in case the they were chilled... and
he'd offered to keep her safe and warm.
He
held
in a chuckle with that thought. For the first time in his
life,
that hadn't been a line just to get the girl. He'd even slept
with
her without--
Well,
no.
No reason to delve into those thoughts, even jokingly.
It just seemed so... impure. He was a sinner, but he wasn't
holding
the road sign to Hell. What he wanted, all he really wanted...
was
to protect her.
She
had
woken when he had; she merely kept still with her eyes
closed.
There really hadn't been much sleeping on her part that night.
Too
many stars... too much to take in. And she wasn't naive; she knew
what men and women did together under starry nights. Not that she
believed she had any reason to distrust him or his intentions, but...
it
paid to be certain of one's--
What
was
he to her? A friend? Yes, of course... but the word
didn't
seem big enough. Not descriptive enough... though, language
probably
wasn't ever going to be her strong suit. She wondered, then...
about
the nature of otherworldly communication...
He
noticed
the subtle motion as she pressed herself just the slightest bit
closer, enjoying the warmth and the contact. She wasn't entirely
familiar with either of those things... but she found them strangely
necessary.
The idea that there were people who got to do things like that all the
time... it must be wonderful. Even though she couldn't help but
notice...
"You're awake."
He
was
glad that she couldn't see him blush. "That happens even when
I'm not awake." The idea that he might want to apologize or be at
all discrete didn't even cross his mind that early in the morning.
Not
that
she needed one. Shame wasn't really a concept that she'd had
drilled into her head, either for herself or others. She shifted
away from him a little, anyway, just in case he happened to be
embarrassed
about the situation. The morning was cold, but not overly
so--just
enough for a little shiver as their body heat separated.
Robbie
sat
up with several pops of his vertebrae, rubbing his neck of the
extremely
uncomfortable knot that had developed. Only one thing could make
the stiffness die down. "Time for breakfast."
Still
laying
underneath his jacket, she stared up at him. "The world is
food to you."
"Food
is
a wonderful thing." He informed her, stretching--then
pausing.
"Of course, so is a shower. Guess that'll be the next hotel we
stop
at."
"After
breakfast."
She teased mildly, sitting up herself. Stars,
sleeping
outside, good food... so far. It was nice.
"This
is
the third place we've been to." She reminded him--as if he
needed
to be reminded.
With
each early-opening fast food drive-through they visited, his grin only
got wider. He hadn't gotten to eat like this in a long
time.
"Yes. But they all have different kinds of breakfast sandwiches."
She
sat back in her seat, trapped between being amused and horrified.
Even if she'd literally been living in a cave for her entire life,
she'd
have somehow instinctively known that fast food was very, very bad.
"Aren't
you
a doctor?"
Alright,
only one more car in front of them now. "Aren't you supposed to
know
nothing about the outside world?"
Touché.
"Is all of this as good as the Chinese food?"
"Better."
He promised. "Hold on, gotta order." He cleared his throat,
driving up to the speaker and preparing to order anything and
everything
that looked good. "And two extra large coffees." He
finished.
Hm.
She'd never had coffee before. It always smelled nice on those
occasions
when she'd walked by a coffee shop, though. More than she could
say
for the people that frequented them...
Another
stop
and an insane infusion of caffeine later, they were parked in a
large
office parking lot, devouring more calories than any human being had
any
right to. Lucky for her. Except for the caffeine
shakes.
Of all things to affect her...
"You
okay there?" he teased, two sandwiches down.
She
grunted, finding her second sandwich's wrapping nearly impossible with
her shaking fingers. "I'm not sure. I've only consumed half
of what's in the container."
He
gave her an unshaking thumbs-up. "It takes time to get used
to."
Third sandwich opened, he dug in.
She
shook her head, amazed. These humans... funny creatures.
But
good food.
It
was
back on the road twenty minutes later, heading... west, was
it?
Maybe. Probably. Not that it mattered. Robbie wasn't
quite sure where he was going, anyway. It was somewhere he hadn't
been before, at least. A thought struck him on the open road:
"I'm
not sure I can call you Kara anymore."
"It's
a
poisoned name." She caught one of his meanings, staring at the
scenery. Everything out there was new. "And not
safe."
He
nodded.
"So... got any more names you like?"
She
balled
her fists, fingernails cutting her palms--and hoped he wouldn't
notice. To be honest, she was desperately resisting the urge to
cry
out, "Give me a name!" She knew it might be...
misconstrued.
Unfortunately,
he
could hardly help but notice when her already pale knuckles became
even
whiter in his peripheral vision. "Did I say something..?"
"No..."
she
tried to relax the tension eating at her shoulders, through her
spine--everywhere.
"No, it's... Fine."
He
knew
better--with a distinctly strong impression that he needed
to delve further. "What is it? About the name?
Emotions
were
spinning again, and she didn't know how much she could tell
him.
She didn't even understand it herself... It was an... instinct
she'd
had since the very beginning. The name they'd give her was merely
a code for something; not a real one, not hers... it
had
been incomplete, that way. "A name is... really important.
I don't know why. It just... is. It's...
controlling..."
But that wasn't the right word at all. "It gives... or it
takes..."
He
unconsciously
licked his trembling bottom lip. Why was he
connecting
with her like this..? "You mean... a name can have...
'power'?
It has... a certain force to it that might... unlock something?"
She
shivered,
feeling every last dead thing she'd just put in her
stomach.
That wasn't... exact, no. But it was as close as she could have
gotten
with the language she could grasp. "Something... like that.
I can't name myself... I don't... have a name..."
"Charlotte."
The
word had come to his lips without so much as a thought regarding
it.
He wasn't even aware that he'd been the one that said it until
it
was clear that she was looking at him with a quiet sort of...
acceptance.
"Why
Charlotte?"
she inquired, so softly that she wasn't even able to hear
herself
over the hum of the car.
But
he could. "It's from a Cure song. It... fits."
A
cure song... she misinterpreted, liking the sound of it.
Charlotte.
She could go with that. "What about you?"
"Eric."
He
grinned, suavely. "That is, unless you want to name me..."
She
smiled
a little, shaking her head. "No. It's... you.
It's yours."
Interesting
she
should say that. All of his life he'd wished his name had
been
Eric. He'd never really given too much thought to changing it
legally,
but... what did it matter. It'd matched the paperwork he'd
stolen,
anyway. Knowing the drive might be long before he found a place
to
stop, he carefully nudged through the case of CDs directly behind
him.
He knew it by heart, absolutely certain of each and every album in his
possession. One thing he had to have installed in that
car
was a decent stereo. Everything else had been allowed to go to
hell,
clearly. In his hands was Faith, by The Cure. He slid the
disk
in, finding the correct track.
The
newly-dubbed
Charlotte was a little too busy trying to figure out how
to
get rid of the additional caffeine shakes to notice. She'd needed
something to wash the food down with... The music
that suddenly
came from everywhere at once, however, distracted her attention
entirely.
It was... surreal. Beautiful. She'd never gotten to hear
anything
like that... She let go a sigh of satisfaction, leaning back
fully
into the seat.
He
grinned
at her reaction, glad she had taste. "This is your song."
She
reflected
on his statement, opening her mouth to inquire further
because
she simply didn't understand--and then she heard the lyrics. She
was transfixed for a good deal of time, trying to make sense of the
words
as they flowed... it was poetry. Sung poetry. She had to
wrap
her arms around herself to stop the shivers... but they weren't at all
unpleasant. Somehow the sounds and the sentiment together were...
ecstasy. She'd heard music before, but... she'd never... heard
it...
The
rest
of the car ride found them listening to every Cure album he
owned.
Not all of them, but enough to keep them occupied for the drive.
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