Chapter 15 -
"Well? What the Hell Are You Waiting For?"
Needless
to
say, Shadow was more than surprised when she was woken shortly after
dawn by the delicate hand of Taerlyn. She stared at the younger
girl
through a sleepy gaze for long seconds before verbally
responding.
"Yes?"
"Maybe
you two could go for a ride or something." The girl suggested
quietly.
Well,
that was certainly sobering. Her eyes instantly changed pitch to
awareness, awakeness. "A long one?" she asked, making sure she
understood.
"No,
not a long one... in fact, don't take much time at all. Just make
sure that when you come back, you stay a good distance away." Ter
reccommended intelligently.
"Good
advice." Shadow commented in response. The younger sibling
nodded and walked away, back to her own bed. The blankness in the
girl's face made her a little uneasy. It wasn't quite the same as
when she was numb; her eyes were far brighter than that. Maybe
that's
where the worry laid, that perhaps Ter saw something she didn't.
Either way. She crawled out of bed into the not too chilly
morning,
and over to Roan.
How
very odd. She thought, sitting on her haunches next to
him.
Things had... really fuckin' hit the fan, hadn't they? Or maybe
they
were just about to. Not a pleasant thought. Can't make
it
to Never Never Land that way.
She
stretched a hand out and placed it lightly on his shoulder. If
his
sleeping habits were anything like hers, that would more than likely
wake
him. As his eyes flashed open, there was a split second where she
feared what that godawful pessimistic part of her mind told her would
happen--that
maybe it was all a dream, a vision, a lie, that nothing had
changed.
But, blinking, she looked at those eyes again. They'd recognized
her, registered her, marked her. They softened into a
curious
gaze.
"Let's
go for a morning ride." She whispered. "The siblings need
some
time."
Sandy's
ears twitched at that. She'd been half asleep for several
minutes,
halfway hearing everything. But she hadn't exactly been asked
about
this. Not that she honestly minded at all, but... still.
She
raised her head and took great care to lift and stretch her muscles
without
waking the last remaining sleeper.
Roan
only nodded. He couldn't think of a damn thing to say to
that.
Hell, his mind was still swimming with new... everything. Odd
thoughts,
feelings... just odd. The surreal quality of the night before had
just rushed back to him, and he rubbed the back of his head as he sat
up
to be certain nothing had struck it and caused false memories.
But
no, no falseness in the eyes of fire. Hell, not even contempt
anymore.
Astounding.
Shadow
subtly jerked her head in the direction Sandy was walking and stood,
waiting
for him. He swallowed, hardly ready for this experience.
There
had been some... bad events in the past with him and horses. He
had
no physical scars from the event, but the memories sure as hell became
clearer with every step closer. He indicated silently with his
hand
that Shadow ought to be the one to get on first.
She
had no qualms about that. She carefully set herself on the
steed's
back, getting a good hold, then signaled Roan to climb on behind her.
He
did so, slowly. Sculpting himself against Shadow's back, he
swallowed
with incredible nervousness despite the particular beast's
intelligence.
He wrapped his arms tightly around her waist, and prayed they'd survive
the ride.
"Ready?"
she asked, gently weaving her hands into the long mane.
"Do
I have a choice?" he joked, his voice subtly shaking.
"She'll
take care of us." She reassured.
"Yeah,
like she always took care of me." He answered, newfound courage
driving
him.
She
grinned. "Hold on tight, though." She adjusted herself,
then
whispered to her steed, "Let's fly shall we?"
Sandy
whinnied in a quiet breath, then kicked herself up and began to
run.
They moved slowly at first, a good regular pace. But it wasn't
long
before the steed's powerful legs began thumping along the ground in
fast,
violent rock and roll drumbeats the moment they reached the top of the
basin and darted into the flat field. The two on her back could
quickly
begin to feel her heartbeat, lived with her pulse as she flew over the
ground, faster and faster until it seemed that they they weren't even
touching
it anymore. Her muscles rolled easily, possibly able to keep the
pace for hours as they raced away from everything, if only for a little
while seeming free from all worlds.
Taerlyn
waited
until well after the sound of hoof beats was completely silent
before
she approached her brother. She kneeled next to him, the rush of
air causing him to jostle in his sleep. Seeing that as a good
sign,
she simply reached out to do a practiced double-shoulder shake.
That
got him, alright. As it always did. But this morning he was
unfortunately in no mood to be woken up by anyone.
She
didn't let his disposition affect her at all. "Now," she began
calmly,
"Tell me all about everything."
He
simply stared at her. Only when it was perfectly clear that she
didn't
plan on backing down or speaking again until he obeyed her order, he
sat
up. He took a momentary glance around, more or less assuming the
situation. "I don't like one bit of it, Ter." He waited,
keeping
eye contact, for her opinion. Even in his waking grogginess, he
understood
he'd gone off a bit the night before. Not that he thought he was
wrong, nor that it was at all uncalled for. But, still.
"I'm...
not sure what I think..." she responded, trailing off to glance at the
dust still lingering in the distance left behind by Sandy's hooves.
"What
do you mean, you're 'not sure'?" his anger began to resurface,
regardless
of how hard he'd tried not to let it.
"I
was watching them last night." She responded quietly,
honestly.
"They seem... I don't know..."
Evyn
raged. "She asked if she was to be his possession,
Ter.
She said it. He has captured her mind and she'll get us
all
killed."
She
tried to be as calm as possible, as open to both sides as she could
be.
"A nervous joke, maybe?" she tenderly suggested. "She does tend
to
say such things when she has nothing else to say."
He
obviously didn't hear. "She was crying. He was hurting
her.
You know how he describes pain, he must have been hurting her. I
wish we'd been there when he captured her and seen what he'd really
done..."
"She
was crying?" she couldn't help but ask in amazement.
"Yes,
she was crying." He nearly hissed. "I saw the light playing
off of the tears."
"Did
you see wounds?" Ter asked with a swallow.
He
shook his head, but was still determined. "No, but he knows
magic.
He probably knows ways to hurt her without us being able to see
it.
That must be it, he must be torturing her. He said it himself,
you
lose your mind and your will with the pain! That's what he's
doing!"
"Are
you sure?" she asked, still as neutrally as she could manage.
"Certain!"
he yelled, staring at her.
She
sighed and didn't know where she stood. She did however know that
such two sidedness could tear them all to pieces. "Do you love
her?"
she asked sincerely but distantly, not sure where this line of thought
might be headed.
He
looked at her in a what-the-hell-do-you-think way, but gave in and
answered.
"Of course I love her." He said firmly.
She
looked around, taking his words under advisement. Again, for a
countless
time, she went through the events of the night before. Of
everything,
of before and after and during. Then she gasped with a sudden
thought;
"Do you love her like that?"
Evyn
was stunned. He looked up in surprise at her and had no idea what
to say. "I think maybe you're still a little crazy, little
sister."
His lips finally set free, his tone surprised, but somehow worried and
unconcerned at the same time. Her intelligence honestly scared
him
sometimes, and he prayed that that was not one of the times that she
was
so right.
Sandy
had
taken her passengers on a wide circle around the field, giving them
a pretty good perspective of nothing but rotting machinery and
grass.
It looked like the equipment hadn't been touched in years, let alone
witnessed.
No matter--it was a wonderful thing to get away at high speed, even if
they did understand that they'd have to return to the inevitable in the
back of their minds.
But
not yet. True, Ter had said to stay close when they came
back.
But even if she hadn't said anything along those lines, Shadow was sure
that she would have done so anyway. They slowed into a trot near
the edge of the basin, and finally Sandy made a graceful tha-whump
to the ground, tired but sated. It felt good to run without being
chased. Even as her passengers climbed off, she remained laying,
catching her breath and enjoying the grass and early morning sunshine.
Her
former passengers took her lead. They almost felt they ought to
be
tired themselves, after that. Sitting a few feet away from the
horse,
side by side, they gazed down into the basin and watched the world take
on a golden hue, the lake dusted with gold and sapphire glitters.
"I...
I want to redeem myself..." Roan admitted quietly after a moment.
It was the truth; he wanted to prove that he was different, that he
could
be a part of them. He still wasn't sure exactly how well he'd be
getting along with that Evyn boy... nor his sister. But he'd
try.
He'd make that effort. It was a scary thing to think about,
honestly;
the power the girl at his side seemed to have over him.
She
took his hand, something she never would have thought of herself doing,
and held his eyes gently. "It'll take... time. And effort."
He
nodded. "I know. And... I understand... but I want to
try."
He saw her smile and was indescribably grateful for her knowing he was
being truthful. He let his mind wander a moment, finding a
curious
wonder entering his train of thought. "Would you happen to want
to
tell me about the nightmare? That night..?"
"Not
really." She answered with a soft bit of humor. "But I'll
give
it a shot." She explained, quite uneasily, what she remembered
about
the evil man and the two blond children, how they looked so different
and
so familiar, like she had seen them before, and the pins... It
was
hard to remember, let alone to talk about. She did her best.
He
listened closely, but was pretty much at a loss. They were just
dreams
anyway... but they seemed to hold quite an interest in him. In
Shadow,
too obviously, and the telling struck the same unfamiliar chords in
both
of them. Still he could make nothing of it, didn't know what to
say
about it, but was just glad to listen to her pour her heart out to him.
She
was equally as glad. It felt so incredibly wonderful to just...
talk.
Just say what she needed to say, even if it didn't make sense.
When
she finished and looked at him for his thoughts, he only
shrugged.
Not a word, not even an idea--only shrugged--and it made her
laugh.
Finding
a
"happy medium" between standing up for himself, while being
sincere...
was going to be difficult. That was more than clear from the
start,
from the instant Evyn's hateful eyes stared more through him than at
him.
Well, now he'd know how it felt, right? Not that that was going
to
make him feel any better about the whole situation...
Shadow
knew from the moment she could trace their gazes that this was going to
be a painful experience. For everyone. Suddenly they were
all
starting to wish they had somewhere else to go--separate from one
another.
Not forever, just... for a little while.
Regardless,
their leader was not going to let this hamper... too much of the
journey
she was on. At least, those were her intentions at the
time.
She deserved a fucking Academy Award for keeping herself in check and
delivering
the most boring, normal performance of her life. "Anyone hungry
or
should we just go?"
"We'll
just go." Evyn stated in a voice far too calm, far too quiet.
Both
Roan and Shadow could read that anger. It was possibly the most
dangerous
sort: slow and quiet, patient and kind--and then snap.
Like
a mouse trap, like a spider at the captured prey. One could deal
with knowing they were going to die by being ripped apart by a wild
animal.
It was far harder to accept that something so sudden and unreal could
snatch
you away in a heartbeat. And worse yet, maybe that thing that
would
snap and snatch your life away didn't even know it was going to happen.
While
Shadow would not cast her gaze directly toward her, she saw Taerlyn
packing
up supplies just as calmly. She was not angry. Agitated,
scared,
worried, confused and somewhat convinced this all had to be one hell of
a weird dream, but not angry. She assumed her place as the peace
keeper for the time being.
Evyn
was
not too very happy to be traveling with that demon boy again.
He found himself wanting to physically pull Shadow from him, get in
between
them and kill Roan... not quickly, not mercifully, just kick him until
there was nowhere solid enough left to kick. He could worry about
whatever influence was on Shadow after the little bastard was
too
dead to heal. And even then he pictured setting the remains on
fire...
But for the moment, the death march would have to suffice. Every
passing moment would bring him closer to the time when that boy would
die,
and that kept him in check for a little while.
Taerlyn
was starting to feel the tension like a stone structure, being built
brick
by brick on her back. This would not do. What worried her
most
was the fact that most of this tension was actually coming from her brother.
She'd
known
him all her life, obviously. And this... this was not
him. This was not good, not healthy, not Evyn.
Stranger
still, perhaps even worse, Roan was... very quiet. Ter was very
careful
not to be caught looking at anyone, but she was watching all events
like
a threatened predator. And Roan... was strikingly
different.
He was walking along behind not as a slave in tow, but...
willingly.
And softly, like he was treading upon loose ground--stepping carefully
along the lines drawn deeper and deeper into the ground in front of
him.
And
Shadow... now there was the really interesting thing. She walked
more or less between Evyn and Roan, though a "safe" distance from
either.
There was no soft stepping upon the quaking ground for her. Those
bricks that were building one by one on Taerlyn's shoulders seemed to
be
doubled on Shadow's; and she was bearing the brunt of it as quietly and
calmly as she could be. She knew the situation was her fault, her
doing. There was guilt and the sense of responsibility, and those
were waging a little war all their own in her head.
"Should
we offer our wrists?" Shadow's damned mind would not let the words
go. Would that solve things? She was beginning to
wonder.
Healing ability or not, the spilling of blood... she tried to push that
image away. That was not what Evyn was like at all. He had
every fucking reason to be pissed as hell at her. She was almost
surprised he hadn't struck her or something of the sort, but she knew
better.
He wasn't like that, and could never be. But he was... growing
closer
toward that direction. With every step she could see the tension
raising--his motion was harsh and stiff, almost weighted. This
was
not going well. No, this was not right at all. And yet she
could think of so little to do about it.
The
hatred was raging in his mind. He knew Roan was trailing behind
without
having to look. He also knew Shadow was probably close, but that
was no matter. She would heal if an accident happened--he blinked
at that thought, feeling almost... violated by how horrific it had
been.
That stinging hatred covered over it like an avalanche, and the tension
turned cold.
It
was felt, and it was witnessed through internal senses. Sandy,
who
had been keeping perfect pace at Evyn's side, gradually pulled away
just
a bit. This anger was poison. This poison was stronger than
mere emotion--and it wasn't coming from a source it ever had before.
At
a rock concert, Shadow thought, the object was the bring the crowd up
and
up until they were at that moment of massive, overwhelming
destruction--then
to help them tumble over the line with controlled and practiced
efficiency,
releasing the emotion safely. That... was clearly not going to be
the case this time around. And step by step, in the calmness and
sunshine of the day, the dim undercurrent of expectation began to seep
through. Something would happen here, and there were few ways to
prepare for it.
So
they kept walking, silently. The formation began to spread, Ter
and
Sandy leading to leave the rest to their own devices. Evyn and
Roan
were slowly losing Shadow to the side in what could only be described
as
a predetermined path; it was of no conscious choosing. But these
were the tracks to be taken.
Things
mixed, mingled, until past and present were one. Thoughts
collided,
unspoken words flung back and forth. It was a train wreck about
to
happen, unavoidable by any means. That stung. But
the
hope this would hurl them all in another direction like the violent
gravitation
of a planet to a comet was a bittersweet assurance at the back of their
minds. A moment of insanity was all it took for better or
worse...
Evyn
stopped--utterly sudden, completely without warning. The edges
were
fraying, the dam would break in a massive flood; but a controlled
one.
At least, that was the plan.
Roan
halted just as quickly, making and holding eye contact. That much
was important. His life was in danger. The life he'd
finally
put a little value on, was finally on the line. And the boy in
front
of him, who he still held a touch of dangerous hate for, was that
value's
friend. All things made simple in that narrow scope of
time.
Kill, be killed, join somewhere in the middle.
"There
is a problem, boy." Evyn's voice was so pristine and
gentle
that it gave the others awful chills.
Roan
nodded, feeling the adrenaline creep through him like the warm embrace
of alcohol--but tighter, higher, sharper. The thrill before the
pain.
He didn't trust his voice, so he didn't speak--just waited. The
trigger
was so close...
Shadow
actually unconsciously wrapped her arms around herself, standing back
and
waiting. In the echoes of her thoughts, she understood that she
could
step between them and stop this. But it would never be that
simple.
Sooner or later, this was going to happen. Better sooner.
Scared.
Taerlyn was just completely scared. There was more than a mere
chance
these things may not turn out all well and happy. Telltale signs
and possibilities...
"And
I feel only a slit throat would solve it." Evyn continued in the
same tone. The grip around the pummel tightened, his body
language
shifting instantly to attack and defense.
The
other boy finally reacted to the words, and he reacted hard. He
tore
the bracers from his arms and flung them to the ground. "Do you
want
them?" he asked roughly, holding out his naked wrists. "Then go
ahead
and take them! They're yours!"
Taerlyn
looked at Shadow as though she were expecting her to intervene, but she
only shrugged as a response. This was already ugly.
Already...
terribly insane. It fucking hurt to watch. Any way
this
turned out, it was just... not going to be pleasant. And she was
at fault for this. That would stick with her for a long time.
"Well?
What the hell are you waiting for?" Roan yelled at a completely
unmoving
Evyn.
The
elder sibling turned fully to face the monster and threw his pummel
down.
As soon as the weapon lost touch with his hand, before it was even
halfway
to the ground, he reached to his belt and flung the dagger out
skillfully
(He's been practicing, Shadow thought with a shiver), swiftly,
deeply,
slicing into both of Roan's wrists.
No
one had anticipated the move what so ever, and it paralyzed the group
for
an instant with shock. In actuality it was seconds seeming like
an
eternity; almost immediately as the blood gushed from his wrists, Roan
healed himself with splashes of blue fire. Even he was stunned
with
Evyn's action, but his anger drove him further. He dropped down
on
his knees and yelled. "And why not my throat too, while you're at
it?
That's what you wanted, right?"
Taerlyn
cringed and leapt forward, grasping onto Shadow's arm. But she
had
no help to offer; only a hand over Ter's as they were forced to do
nothing
more than watch. She didn't think it smart for either of them to
get in the way, regardless of healing abilities.
Evyn
brought the dagger back, his arm across his chest, and prepared for
another
cut. That time, however, he was unable; the moment of insanity
was
burning through. "Do you love her?" Taerlyn had asked him, and
he
had said, and fully meant, yes. Then she'd asked if he loved her
"like that"... and he'd choked. But the truth had been told (Is
being
told
now, he thought), and he did love her. He really
did.
He glanced just for a moment at the pained expression on her face,
almost
hidden, and agonized to think his behavior had, even for a moment,
aided
to cause it. He brought the knife down slowly and put it back in
his belt, bent to pick up the pummel, then turned his head away from
being
able to see anyone. The most surprising move of all: he held a
blind
hand out, palm up.
Understandably
uncertain at first, Roan just stared at him for quite a long
time.
Speechless, thoughtless, confused. When Evyn shook his upturned
palm
from side to side and finally looked him right in the eye, Roan felt he
had no other choice but to take it. Evyn helped to lift him from
the ground and looked at his wrists closely; sealed and unharmed.
"Okay."
The elder sibling spoke softly, but clearly. His eyes fell on
Shadow,
almost drawing a gulp from her. "I'm sorry."
The
odd and long silence was surprisingly enough broken by Roan, apparently
feeling quite playful after having his wrists sliced open and his life
on the line. "My fault for living, it is." He grinned
widely
and shook Evyn's hand--and with a surprise that completely threw
everyone
off, Evyn's expression softened and he shook back genuinely. It
was,
needless to say, enough of a shock to make Roan's grin fall straight
into
a puzzled--almost frightened--look.
Shadow
was simply very quiet. Taerlyn had removed her hands, leaving her
to stand on her own. She wasn't sure she'd be able to remain
upright
without help until she looked at the ground and realized that it was
indeed
still beneath her feet.
"Talk
to him." Taerlyn whispered to her.
She
looked over with a raised eyebrow, but Ter would say no more.
Walking
over to Roan, she said simply, her voice quiet, "We'll be right back."
He
nodded. He wasn't quite certain what was going on, but he had a
suspicion
that perhaps those two certainly had some need to talk alone.
Without
missing a beat, he turned to Taerlyn with outheld wrists. "You
want
to try?"
The
girl looked down at his palms and reached for her knife. "How
many
chances do I get?"
He
was struck with silence for quite a while before realizing Taerlyn was
joking. At least, he certainly hoped she was joking.
Evyn
wasn't
completely sure why Shadow was leading him a good distance from
the others, but the ultimate feeling was that something most certainly
needed to be discussed. She picked a spot at random on the grassy
field, sat, and waited for him to do the same. Eye to eye,
without
distraction, she tried to pour out all of her feelings into a very
heartfelt,
"I don't know if there's a way to express how sorry I am for... all of
this..."
"There's
not any need to be sorry, Shadow." He said quietly.
"That
is a lie." She stated seriously.
"No,
it really isn't." He responded very softly, honestly, making
certain
they had complete eye contact. "No one can help falling in love,
no matter the match."
"Those
weren't your feelings not long ago..." she prodded, though
gently.
She really wanted to know what he was thinking. Mostly because
she
had absolutely no idea where to even begin trying to figure it out.
"I
realize that." He admitted. "But... that talk with Ter sort
of helped." Shadow's genuinely curious stare drove him
onward.
"She just beat a little sense into me I guess."
"It's
more than completely understandable how you felt." She
assured.
"It wasn't exactly a senseless reaction."
"Well,
I know that. But I needed things pointed out. And I needed
proof. Part of me still does... but the point being, Ter just...
helped it along."
"So
she's the real peacemaker." There was only a light grin in the
backs
of her eyes, but it was enough to set Evyn at ease.
"Yes,
I think so. She always was good at tending to two sides of
everything."
He took a deep breath and tried to explain without sounding like a
lunatic.
He thought he may as well jump into the proverbial fire. After
all,
he felt he owed her that much. "See, I... Ter asked... if I loved
you... like Roan loves you..."
A
horrified, stricken look crossed her face. "Oh... Evyn... I..."
but
she found quickly that she hadn't the faintest idea of what to
say.
She had been blindsided and she simply looked into nothingness.
Someone
had actually succeeded in shutting her up. Possibly forever, if
no
one said anything else to her ever again, allowing her to live in a
state
of strange shock. She had been sadly, utterly, oblivious...
He
felt amazingly guilty, taking her hands. "I didn't mean... I
mean..."
He paused just long enough to take a good, deep breath, starting
over.
"I do love you, Shadow. But I love you as... a close sister and a
good friend."
She
swallowed and met his eyes, searching, trying to make sure he wasn't
lying.
A lie about a thing like that would cause pain day by day, and she
couldn't
live with causing that sort to a friend. "Are you certain?" she
asked
firmly.
He
nodded. "I will admit that I thought about it..." the tiniest
wicked
grin crossed his face for only an instant, "But that's all, I
swear.
Just a passing thought. And a few more passing thoughts that
night...
they got pretty caught up in, oh, extreme rage..."
She
nodded slowly. "You are being honest with me, aren't you?" she
asked
once more.
"I
am." He assured. "I really am. The Powers know why,"
he smiled a little, "But the two of you seem... to go together. I
don't know what happened to him, but..." he trailed off, not sure how
to
finish the sentence. Now that he had been standing outside of
himself,
so to speak, he did see it. He wasn't sure he could believe
everything
he saw, but it helped him to understand a little better.
"I
am so sorry, Evyn." She sighed. "I must have been acting
like
such a..." What an idiot she had been not to know, not to see
it.
But, being that thing that she was, there was no way she could tell
love
from a rash or a mild head cold.
"There's
no need to be sorry." he interrupted gingerly, the voice of a big
brother. "Let's just say we're even and let it go." He
looked
at her for a moment, just at her, still holding her hands. They
had
become so close, and almost broke so far away. It wasn't a
pleasant
thought. "You do love him, don't you?"
She
nodded, unsure of whether she ought to feel proud or continuously
guilty.
Truth was, she felt neither any longer. It just.. was.
"How
or
why or a thousand other questions I have no answers to, but..."
"And
you trust him."
The
question left a bruise; but not because of it's intent. Because
of
the real answer. "I do trust him."
"I
have good reason to trust you."
She
titled her head and looked deep into his eyes, assuring herself that he
was being truthful. As deeply as she could dig, all of her
instinct
and experience, she could not find a lie there. And that felt...
quite good.
"That's
not to say I won't be watching..." he grinned.
"I'd
never ask you to stop." She replied very softly.
"And
you watch, too." It wasn't a warning. Just a brotherly
suggestion.
"Of
course." She swallowed, very uncomfortable at just that moment,
and
visibly so. "You're... a very good friend to me, Evyn."
It
was as close to "I love you" as he thought she could ever get
to
saying to him, and it made him feel incredibly good. Giddy,
really.
"I think I'll keep trying." He grinned.
Lucky
thing
she had been joking. After the adrenaline had bled
out
of his system, Roan realized how fucking tired he really was.
Much
more healing energy used and he might well lapse into a sleeping
coma.
Alright, maybe not that serious, but it sure felt like it as he was
trying
to concentrate on rebuckling his bracers.
Hearing
the footsteps and jingle of various metals, he glanced up. It was
a welcome surprise to see Shadow and Evyn walking back without bruises
or scars. They looked quite normal together now, in fact.
His
heart still raced; he couldn't help but think the worst. Strange
as it sounded, that usually helped him get through most
situations.
One moment of eye contact with Shadow, though, set him more at
ease.
He waited as still as he possibly could, for their approach.
"May
I... take you aside, Roan?" Evyn asked quite calmly and
naturally.
Shadow was honestly worried a bit at first, the tone of his voice
gentle
but the way he put it very menacing. She looked at him and he
glanced
back with a smile, a real smile. Safety.
Roan
nodded and followed him a few yards away to talk. In a sense, he
was well beyond nervous. But, having seen the glances exchanged
between
the other two, his worry slowly started to calm.
There
was something Evyn needed to do, for himself and all of the
group.
They had become, in all senses, a family. Granted it had taken
some
pushing and shoving, but it was a family nonetheless. He would
take
the entire situation at face value and watch, hoping for the
best.
Until he had a good, solid reason to doubt, he would not do so.
He
swallowed, took a deep breath, and offered his hand to Roan. When
the other boy took it with a slightly nervous expression, Evyn assured
him, "I'm sorry."
That
creature once known as "the prisoner" stared at him for a moment, the
words
sinking in slowly. "You have no reason to be. And I am more
sorry... for much better reason."
"Well,
we're even so far." He stared into those eyes Shadow had gone on
about, and certainly did see the difference to say the least. For
several seconds he just looked, assuring himself. "But I will
warn
you, as her big brother," he began with a light grin, "That I will not
hesitate to kill you should you hurt her."
"I
take that to heart." Roan let go a grin of both amusement and
complete
relief. "I love her Evyn. I won't hurt her."
The
blonde nodded slowly. "Just in case." He said softly, a
grin
still welcomely plastered on his face. Something had changed,
indeed.
Something had become a lot more trustworthy in those gleaming black
eyes.
Roan was glad just to have a group around that trusted him... at least,
for the most part. It was definitely a welcome start.
"Did
he
tell you about... our conversation?" Taerlyn asked quietly, watching
the two boys just over Sandy's shoulder as she gave the steed a gentle
pet.
"He
did." Shadow answered simply.
Ter
nodded. "So everything's well? Everything?"
"As
far as I know." She let a hopeful smile cross her lips.
"And
a good thing, too." She stared out at Roan and Evyn grinning at
one
another; not nervously or wickedly, but civilly amused. It was...
nice to see, and almost freeing. She didn't let herself hope for
too much, but... this was nice. A good start, and really what
they
needed.
"You
do love him, don't you?" the youngest sibling asked, watching as well.
"I
do." Their leader breathed.
Taerlyn
nodded. "Nice to know."
She
laughed softly and looked at her, by all rights, little sister.
"Sometimes
I think I'm capable of miracles..."
"Oh,
we know you are." The girl grinned back.
Shadow
looked at her for several seconds, a dead blankness across her
features.
It melted thankfully into a rather wicked grin.
The
boys returned to them, walking side by side this time around. No
hands on weapons, no deadly glances--but there was still a touch of
nervousness.
That was everyone's nervousness, however. It was a too
good
to be true situation in a number of ways, and while no one was willing
to express that common knowledge, everyone knew it was there.
They
were also aware that they should take what they could get,
though.
That much settled, Sandy turned and started walking on again with her
companions
in a much easier silence (punctuated from time to time with Taerlyn's
flower
classifications).
By
late
afternoon, the landscape was changing again. There were
little
ponds surrounded by trees which eventually grew back into sparse
forest.
Wetlands, in a sense. The ground remained firm, though, lucky for
them. They weren't sure how they'd have gotten Sandy through with
their equipment had everything been mud and water. Sure she could
take care of herself, but it was still just so much of a risk.
They
continued
through until they approached a clearing ringed with trees
and
vines that looked utterly ancient. It was a spectacular sight,
the
foliage having created a wall of itself on one side. There was an
internal sigh breathed by all, knowing that they should keep
going
until twilight.
But
why? Shadow allowed herself to think. Once, just once,
we'll
stop, relax, have a nice long time before night comes. We have
shit
to eat, but it won't matter. We'll just enjoy what we have.
A
hopeful
thought, to say the least. It was just so nice, where
they
were walking. It had that peaceful feeling their last camps
had.
And plenty of flowers for Ter.
"I
don't
think I have the strength or the will to keep walking today..."
Evyn
finally spoke for her.
"Well
we're
not going to carry you." She grinned in response, glad
they'd
been thinking the same thing.
"It's
getting
late. We're all a little bit worn down... so, let's just
stay here." He suggested with unchecked eagerness.
"Honestly...
that
sounds like a great idea." Taerlyn admitted weakly.
Sort
of a celebration, of sorts. If rest and sleep count as
celebration.
"It
really
does." Shadow added, glancing to Roan for his
response.
Hell, he was, for all intents and purposes, "brought into the inner
circle".
He
shrugged
with her questioning look. "It's just one night, I
guess."
"Oh
good."
Taerlyn said eagerly, dropping to the ground and just
laying
there, letting the shade of the trees fall over her.
"I
hope
we're not making a horrible mistake..." Shadow said very
quietly.
For a long time no one responded, and she almost supposed she was being
ignored. Hell, she didn't blame them. She really didn't
want
to
think about the possibility of a downside, either.
"Me
too."
Evyn finally returned. "Just... so... tired..."
It was more along the lines of worn completely out. And not in a
totally bad way, surprisingly. Regardless... he let himself more
or less fall onto the grass next to Ter.
"Well,
who
am I to argue?" their ever so valliant leader joked, giving Sandy a
hand with dropping the supplies and armor. That out of the way,
she
sat down and just sort of let the rest of her body flop to the side.
This
would
take some getting used to, Roan further realized. It was...
an odd freedom. Perhaps "worthless freedom" would be what Aunger
would have described it as. But fuck him. The bastard
didn't
own him anymore. He simply sat, letting go of the plotting, the
planning,
the hatred, and slowly reclined until he was laying next to Shadow.
Now
just
because things were going well was no reason to shower one another
with affection. But a little didn't hurt. Shadow turned and
inched a bit closer, little by little, until she had her head on Roan's
shoulder. Weird. But good. Weird-good. A hell
of
a lot better than weird-bad.
Things
were
still, quiet, and relaxed. Sandy tha-whumped to the ground
around
the center of the clearing, enjoying the grass and sunshine to the
fullest.
She'd earned her rest over the past couple of days, indeed. There
was a silence about that time of day that rivaled even twilight--when
the
sun was just cooling, the day was just getting over with.
And
then...
a giant furry ball rolled from the other line of trees,
stopping
at the edge of the clearing. Now this was just weird-weird.
A little too dumb to be real, a little too surreal to be
believed.
It was literally a whitish gray ball of fur nearly as big as Sandy was
tall. At first, the steed merely raised her head and
stared.
Soon they all had their eyes trained on the thing.
Too
good to be true. Shadow growled the thought in her head. Me
and
my
fucking mouth. Damn you Fate, damn you Destiny, you stupid
whores...
"What...
is
it?" Evyn asked in a hushed whisper, seeing only an astoundingly
large
ball fur. While he was asking everyone, he had made a fleeting
glance
at Roan. Hell, he knew about these things, right?
"I
have
no idea." The whispered back.
They
watched
in uncertain silence for a while, the fuzzy ball seeming to
suddenly
breathe. Another moment of unmoving silence, and it began to
roll,
ever so slowly, further into their camp. That was the point at
which
Sandy delicately got up and took some rather enormous strides
backwards.
As she moved closer to her still laying companions, the ball rolled a
few
more feet and came to a halt again--with a clearly heard grunt.
Ooooookay...
"Now what?" Shadow whispered, keeping her eyes focussed on the thing
that
seemed to be breathing again. As she watched, it actually looked
to be shifting, maybe transforming into something. Maybe
about
to show it's "true form". Whatever, she was sure she didn't
really
want to know. She thought it to be a good idea to get up then,
ever
so slowly grasping her ax. This is what we get, isn't it...
Her
answer,
of course, came too early. The ball of fur literally
exploded
outward--in it's place was suddenly a giant, ugly, obviously bitter
wolf-like
creature. The eyes were mad and completely unintelligent; just
frail
blue holes in its head. It was a scraggly animal, looking unfed
(though
hanging onto a good bit of muscle) and rabid. Exceptionally long
jagged teeth lined it's dripping, foaming muzzle, fur torn off in
patches
that never seemed to have grown back. Its paws must have been at
least as big as its enormous muzzle, the claws a dull gray color and
six
inches long apiece. It had spotted them, made eye contact, and
was
preparing for an attack.
"Oh...
fuck."
Shadow said almost too conversationally.
"That's
my
girl." Roan grinned widely, backing up and preparing to join
her
in the fight.
The
siblings
looked at each other, unsure of exactly what to do until
Shadow
caught their attention. "You ever wondered what it'd be like to
spear
a monster on horseback?"
"No."
Evyn
answered flatly.
"Start
imagining."
Taerlyn let a giggle pass.
"We
keep
that thing busy, you two try to damage it as much as you
can."
Shadow ordered simply. She nodded toward Roan, he nodded back,
and
they stepped forward to keep the creature amused for as long as they
could.
Evyn's
dread
built even faster at that particular instant than at any other
time.
He looked behind him to Sandy, already laying on the ground waiting,
and
sighed. It wasn't a sigh of disappointment, or even of
uncertainty.
He just wasn't quite ready to fight again, life or death. He
mounted,
getting a good grip on Sandy's mane, then waited for Ter to get a good
one around his waist. He'd do what he could not to break the
pummel.
Or his neck. "Watch those arrows." He warned his sister
nervously.
Roan
and
Shadow realized immediately that they'd have their hands
full.
The monster was huge and not at all afraid when they'd gone forward to
fight it. Regardless of its lack of intelligence, was a good
attacker--but
it appeared quickly that defense was not an issue at all. While
there
was plenty of blood drawn by sword and ax, it seemed this beast had
their
blue fire healing ability. Or a red-orange version of it, anyway.
The
creature
raised a monstrous claw to take Shadow's head off (she could
only
imagine), but an arrow in the bicep caused it to rethink that
move.
That was more than enough distraction for a damn good chop at the
chest;
sure it would heal, but sooner or later that energy would run
out.
Hopefully
As
Shadow
sidestepped to avoid the blood, Sandy exploded toward the
wolf-thing,
turning at the last possible second. Evyn took his opportunity;
one
hand strongly in her mane, the other around the pummel, he thrust the
weapon
into the right side of the beast's lower back, hoping for a good shot
at
an organ.
There
was
a gush of blood that must have shot three feet into the air, a
geyser
of dark red from where the monster was hit. It spun around and
just
barely missed swatting Evyn off, then turned and continued to fight
with
the other aggressors though nothing had happened. They kept
slashing,
jabbing, and trying to keep the teeth and claws away, but the monster
held
its ground incredibly well.
Healing
powers
or not, Shadow and Roan were starting to suffer from the curse
of
mortality; they were getting tired. And with physical exhaustion
came the inability to block effectively, let alone react quickly.
They weren't at all sure how much longer their end of the battle could
last. Attack strength would continue until they could no longer
move
their arms to use the weapons, but the defense...
Sandy
got
wind of their problem right away. Good instincts, that
horse.
She laid down and beckoned her passengers off. Ter could shoot
from
a distance, Evyn may be able to reach the supplies for a sword.
She
was trying to split them up, create more threats so perhaps the monster
got confused enough for one of them to go in for a kill. When her
back was free, she jumped up and stampeded at the beast, making enough
noise to let it know she was coming. This was the plan; she
jumped
to the creature's side, reared, turned and kicked it in the jaw as hard
as she could.
Immediately
after
the force of the punch had thrown the monster's head back, it
turned
and slashed four narrow trails on her flank. She neighed with
pain
and tripped, falling then rolling on her back. The creature was
upon
her immediately despite her mad kicking, and raised a paw to rip her
the
rest of the way apart.
Shadow
was
instantly behind the thing, ax being left along the way in favor of
another weapon. She pulled the katana from her side and brutally
thrust it into a place the sunlight didn't travel. That
move,
it appeared, the wolf-thing felt immediately. It roared in a high
pitched agony, turned so quickly Shadow couldn't have gotten out of the
way in time, and used the back of its paw to catapult her several feet
away.
She
hit
the ground hard and skidded beyond the tree line, sharp glass-like
rocks and large splinters digging through her back. She coughed
with
the impact and the solid burning of the dozens of wounds, trying to
catch
her breath quickly, but the wolf-thing had left Sandy for the moment to
pursue his new toy. It towered above Shadow; lifted onto its back
legs, bleeding profusely, pummel still in its side, a gored katana just
a few feet away in a puddle of blood. It looked right at her and
growled something that could only have been something along the lines
of,
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